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20th-Jan-2020 07:13 pm - Master Story Listing
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This, and my FanFiction.net profile page, will serve as a hub for my story directory. I know, I have the motherfuckers all over the place. It's really just too much. Hope this makes shit less confusing. I'll update this whenever possible with all available locations I've posted. I'll only add PDFs for completed stories.

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A while back, TwiFic Pimps emailed me about doing a little contest where folks could make fanfics of fanfics. Pretty cool, yes? Well they wanted my approval to put Wide Awake on the proverbial chopping block and my first reactions was:



ARE YOU SERIOUS? Fucking hell, bring it on, that sounds awesome, right?

But then I got to thinking, and I was kind of nervous



because it could be AWESOME but it could also be kinda



And then everyone will be all, "Oh look at AG who thinks she's so ~important that people should make fanfics of her fanfics, LOLLLL."

And outside, I'd be



But then on the inside, I'd be



BECAUSE I TOTALLY SAW THAT COMING, RIGHT?

And then I'd get all



Because it's really SO NOT LIKE THAT, but I think the contest is good, because it promotes a generous attitude that, quite frankly, this fandom has been lacking with all the copyrighting and GET OFF IT MINE ALL MINE controversy as of late.

So eventually, I pulled on my girl girl panties and decided, you know what? Who cares what the haters think?



I never rec or push my own fics, never advertise contests I'm nominated for or contests I participate in, and am generally the first person to steer you elsewhere.

But not this time.

I told everyone... you should totally write a fanfic of WA, you know? Because really, I didn't do it justice. It wasn't all it could have been, as I was young and inexperienced. And you all have amazing minds and creative ideas and I would be honored and flattered for them to be applied to my dinky little story.

So the contest was ON, and WA was like,



For weeks and weeks, everything was going along fine. Practically no wank. Things were great!



Which was AWESOME, because I had these fuckers ready



But I REALLY didn't want to use them. In fact, the thought of it might be giving me an ulcer right now.

At only FOUR MORE DAYS TO GO to submit your entries



And okay, I'm not gonna lie. I'm a little excited to read them,



and not because Edward/Jasper is a shoe-in slash outtake (THOUGH IT REALLY REALLY IS JUST SAYING), but just because it's so cool to even think about! 



I'M SO EXCITED!

Then.

Today.

The Fantastic BellaFlan DM's me via Twitter:

"Hi Sam. We haven't gotten any WA entries."

We haven't gotten any WA entries.

We haven't gotten any WA entries.

We haven't gotten any WA entries.

haven't gotten any WA entries.



And then she says

"feedback indicates people are afraid to write for it."



And then she says

"Is there anything you could think of tweeting or posting to get some WA entries?"



I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!

Did I overcompensate with my wankphobia and not promote it enough?

I'M SO SORRY, TWIFICPIMPS. If that happened, it was entirely subconscious. And now we're all sad, because WA is (I think) the only fic up there with no entries and there's only 4 days, and there is NO EDWARD/JASPER DRUNKEN FROTTAGE. Or, you know, super fluffy E/B moments etc.



~clears throat~

So, I'm making this post, on my LJ for lack of better location

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... to offer a plea. PLEASE write for the Fanfic My Fanfic contest, and if you don't want to write WA, that's totally fine, there are four other amazing stories which I'd also sell my liver to see Edward/Jasper frottage from (~COUGH SGTNG COUGH~).

So. Um.

Yeah.

You should do that. Because it might not seem like it now, but if this contest can roll over to another season or round with even more, newer fics, just think of the impact that'd have on fandom, long-term?







ETA: I made this post a long time ago for WA outtake suggestions if you need some idears.
28th-Feb-2010 01:40 pm - The name are Bond. James Bond.
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Since my post questioning the validity of a self-proclaimed FanFiction.net administrator, James, I have received numerous copies of emails sent from him to FanFiction.net members; some unsolicited, some received as replies to emails sent to the support@fanfiction.com email address.

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15th-Jan-2010 10:28 pm - Rising: Chapter 4 - Amber
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Title: Rising By AngstGoddess003
Chapter: 4. Amber
Genre: Twilight - Angst
Characters: Bella/Edward
Details: AH, OOC
Rating: MA/NC17
Warnings: Strong Language, Dark Themes, Violence, Sexual Content,
Post Word Count: 5,500
Status: Work In Progress
Beta'd By: FrenchBeanz
Summary: ""This is one of his red tantrums, as I often color code them in my memory." For Bella Swan, the glory of first love with a short-tempered, sunset-haired composer transforms into a toxic arrangement. This is a story of Bella's rising."


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9th-Jan-2010 11:33 am - Rising: Chapter 3 - Peridot
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Title: Rising By AngstGoddess003
Chapter: 3. Peridot
Genre: Twilight - Angst
Characters: Bella/Edward
Details: AH, OOC
Rating: MA/NC17
Warnings: Strong Language, Dark Themes, Violence, Sexual Content,
Post Word Count: 5721
Status: Work In Progress
Beta'd By: FrenchBeanz
Summary: ""This is one of his red tantrums, as I often color code them in my memory." For Bella Swan, the glory of first love with a short-tempered, sunset-haired composer transforms into a toxic arrangement. This is a story of Bella's rising."


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5th-Jan-2010 05:03 pm - WA Outtake Suggetions?
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So, since the epilogue is done (omg big sigh) I'm working on outtakes! I have the WA Daddyward outtake from the poll still, and a small series to do for Ysar's Support Stacie. Ysar thought up a few awesome ideas, but I want to make her a nice, full series. So... any suggestions? The outtake/smuttake/futuretake can be a missing moment, or even a "what might have happened if..." sort of thing. The only thing I'm staunch on is that the pairings remain canon. And no buttsecks. Revrag suggested closet secks, for example. I'm liking this. Nothing says. "I'm totally not scared of a closet anymore" like a rumble beneath the jackets.

What would everyone like to see, hmmm? If something really strikes me as intriguing and inspires me, I'd luff to dew eet! Leave comment below if you have ideas!

Thanks, guise! MWAH! ♥
2nd-Jan-2010 03:18 pm - Rising: Chapter 2 - Obsidian
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Title: Rising By AngstGoddess003
Chapter: 2. Obsidian
Genre: Twilight - Angst
Characters: Bella/Edward
Details: AH, OOC
Rating: MA/NC17
Warnings: Strong Language, Dark Themes, Violence, Sexual Content,
Status: Work In Progress
Beta'd By: FrenchBeanz
Summary: ""This is one of his red tantrums, as I often color code them in my memory." For Bella Swan, the glory of first love with a short-tempered, sunset-haired composer transforms into a toxic arrangement. This is a story of Bella's rising."


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26th-Dec-2009 03:53 pm - Wide Awake: Epilogue Part 1
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Story Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: Epilogue Part 1
Genre: Twilight - Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Rating: MA/NC-17
Details: AH, AU, OOC
Summary: "Edward and Bella have dark pasts that leave them severely emotionally scarred, with nightmares that force them to stay awake. They meet and begin to form a bond during the night hours. AH, Highly OOC, Rated M for dark themes. No rape, no cutting. BxE"
Post Word Count: 16,004

A/N: Err, so I wanted to post this last night, for Christmas, and Pastiche and Angel even took time out of their X-mas days to beta and preview, but then I was so sleep deprived that I needed an energy-re-up and fell asleep. So… HAPPY BOXING DAY! I give to you the crappiest present ever, but hope you all know how much joy you’ve brought me over this last year.

I was going to do like... sketches and pictures and playlists and... bleh. I'll probs just post all that shit later as extras.


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26th-Dec-2009 03:50 pm - Wide Awake: Epilogue Part 2
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Story Title: Wide Awake
Chapter: Epilogue Part 2
Genre: Twilight - Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Rating: MA/NC-17
Details: AH, AU, OOC
Summary: "Edward and Bella have dark pasts that leave them severely emotionally scarred, with nightmares that force them to stay awake. They meet and begin to form a bond during the night hours. AH, Highly OOC, Rated M for dark themes. No rape, no cutting. BxE"
Post Word Count: 16,004

A/N: Moar.


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